Myself Endo And Me

In March I had my last laparoscopy. The outcome was not what I wanted at all, I was hoping to be told (and it seems silly writing this) that the endometriosis had regrown. That they had removed it and that the endless pain I had been suffering with recently was going to get better. This sadly was not the case. I was told that there was no reason for the pain to be so bad, that the endometriosis had not spread and that the mirena was working well. I was devastated! Not because it hadn't gotten worse but because there was no way to stop the pain, nothing to cut away and help me. All of a sudden I was staring in to an abyss of endless pain, fatigue and a life without being able to be me. This pain and illness has stopped me from being able to live like any other women in her thirties would. I spend many days in bed unable to do anything because the pain is so intense. I am unable to drink unless I plan it weeks in advance, I end up cancelling plans with friends because I'm too tir